vanishing from the earth

3 months!! 3 months!! I left the blog for 3 months!!
Well, that's nothing. XD
Just trying to record down what I've been doing these 3 months.
Went to genting with couple of best friends, enjoyed that trip so much and I still missed those moments right now.
Then, worked as a part-time barista in Starbucks. Everyone thinks that's cool, which is seriously not.
Anyway, still love this job so much. Met a few nice nice colleagues during work, but some are way too fake ( yes i'm pointing my fingers at you, queen). We made jokes, laughed like crazy, worked like shit (that's not true)...
Thanks for all the laughters, starbucks partners ( ugen, yujin, eric, warda, zurina...)
You guys rock my year of 2011.
 Friends are leaving to all around the world. I mean all my besties.
Damm, miss you guys so much T.T
Cant really imagine I'm actually going to inti all by myself.
Emo in the middle of the night, again :(

Drama freaks

我和春天有个约会 I Had A Date With Spring

Current addiction :)

有时候，你不得不假装很快乐，只是为了不想让别人问“你怎么了？”

To forgive is not to forget, nor remit, but let it go; to be lonely is not because you have no friends, but no one is living in your heart. —— 宽恕、原谅并不代表忘记，也不代表赦免，而是放自己一条生路；孤单不是有没有朋友，而是没有人住在你心里。

Life is a long journey. Don't waste your time waiting for people who are not willing to walk with you.生活是一场漫长的旅行，不要浪费时间，去等待那些不愿与你携手同行的人。

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. 沉默是一个女孩最大的哭声。

Maybe I should just remain silent

有些事我不说 我不问 不代表我不在乎

give up

Never gonna think about it anymore.
NEVER!!
I know it ain't easy, but it's time to give up.

friends

其实我一直很珍惜谈得来的朋友
因为我觉得到现在为止 真正我认为是谈得来的朋友并不多
很多其实只是萍水相逢 点头之交而已
当我的人生渐渐迈向另一个阶段时
拥有几位可以倾诉的朋友其实不错
再加上我其实不太擅长与人沟通

有位朋友 虽然才相识一年多 但我却觉得我和他满谈得来的 
后来今年我们发生了一些事情 应该说是有介入一些感情问题
我刚开始不以为意 觉得那只是谣言
但后来发现确有此事时 我竟然选择逃避
我胆怯 懦弱 我讨厌面对问题 惟有选择逃避
当然现在问题总算解决了 而我再次当他是谈得来的朋友
很想向他道歉 但我缺乏勇气
或许把它藏在心底就好

我很固执
认为友情就是友情 不可能在参杂一些其他的感情在里面
如果有一天 我有幸遇到自己喜欢的人
我可以很肯定地说 那一定不是从友情开始的