Monday, December 26, 2011

不甘心不放手


再执著于昨天的痴狂
我的心像是台北的街头
知该往哪儿走
你的心像闪烁的霓虹
叫人迷恋却也迷惑
我没有把握
谁在怂恿夜的脆弱
抚平的伤又隐隐作痛
是谁说过 再回头
还是让你 淹没了我
还是让你 将我淹没
想放弃却能甘心放手
留你在梦中 却苦痛了我
等著伤心如学会承受
反正你会是我的
想放弃却能甘心放手
留你在梦中 却苦痛了我
等你想起如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我


The lyrics are just so true D:

Friday, December 23, 2011

萤光。旭



萤光旭
2009年槟华女中谢师宴主题曲

这篇博客为青春,为朋友,为她而写
她是 卢韵芳
2008/S4I & 2009/S5I, 编号20的卢韵芳
身为本班唯一的学长,她拥有的不仅仅是象征学长的短发和红色领带
还有对本班同学的爱护之心
好比如说, 她很体谅本班财政难忍饥饿,对财政的鬼祟偷吃之举视若无睹
又好比如说,她能绝对明白被列为违禁品的涂改液为同学们带来方便

这一切一切
是我对她在中学时期的印象
而毕业之后 我们不经意的有了更多的交集
请原谅我的低调和不自恋
连一张我们俩的合照都没有

无论如何
我们一起在红盒
把吻别从开始笑到“剧终”
欣赏张宇在月亮惹的祸mv的可爱太空人造型
一起在Starbucks Borders
喝着那只有我们会欣赏的浓浓咖啡
一起在你家
仰望着那美丽星空
喝到烂醉(其实只有我和施惠莹)
种种美好的回忆
都已经深刻在我脑海里
祝福你在遥远的美国
一路顺风
平平安安

P/S: I didnt cry in the toilet this time XD 

2011年12月23日凌晨3时25分

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

单身

是不是常有人问你,有对象没?
呵呵,没有呢。
其实就是这样,不是没人追,只是没有合适的。
不是眼光高,只是没有感觉的。
也许有时想恋爱,想让自己不再寂寞,可那个人却没有,不想随随便便爱而已。
拥有爱情,便全心对待。
没有爱情,一个人也惬意。
因为有一种单身叫宁缺勿滥,有一种单身是等待某人。

11.11.11

11。11。11 
The lovely cousin, Yong Yan Yan

Went to Genting on 11th NOVEMBER 2011 (what a date)
only 2 of us travelled by bus all the way from Penang
which means, we just can't stop being vain throughout the journey








oh yea, almost forgot this
there's a Japanese kid who secretly stalked us from behind.
LOL


The concert :)






Teresa Mo, Wayne Lai, Sheren Tang
three familiar names for us who watched TVB dramas 
enjoyed the great show from them
though they're not professional singers 
maybe they still don't sing well
at least, they put their heart and soul in the show
no regret watching it :)

p/s: the unprepared concert by Lam Fung 2 years ago actually make me feel that's a waste of money

More photos saved in the pc. Lazy to upload >.<

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

sweet sweet love

Eventually watched the video from a super caring boyfriend to his super lovely girlfriend
It was actually very very sweet and somehow, makes me believe that you both can actually walk to the end of life together
I'm sincerely sorry that I couldn't participate in the video making, even forgot to wish you happy birthday
Lastly, though you both wouldnt see this post, I still wish both of you will be together forever :)
Sweetest couple ever, Max and Kah Yen

Saturday, October 8, 2011

vanishing from the earth

3 months!! 3 months!! I left the blog for 3 months!!
Well, that's nothing. XD
Just trying to record down what I've been doing these 3 months.
Went to genting with couple of best friends, enjoyed that trip so much and I still missed those moments right now.
Then, worked as a part-time barista in Starbucks. Everyone thinks that's cool, which is seriously not.
Anyway, still love this job so much. Met a few nice nice colleagues during work, but some are way too fake ( yes i'm pointing my fingers at you, queen). We made jokes, laughed like crazy, worked like shit (that's not true)...
Thanks for all the laughters, starbucks partners ( ugen, yujin, eric, warda, zurina...)
You guys rock my year of 2011.
 Friends are leaving to all around the world. I mean all my besties.
Damm, miss you guys so much T.T
Cant really imagine I'm actually going to inti all by myself.
Emo in the middle of the night, again :(

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Drama freaks

我和春天有个约会 I Had A Date With Spring
Current addiction :)

Thursday, June 30, 2011


有时候,你不得不假装很快乐,只是为了不想让别人问“你怎么了?”

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

To forgive is not to forget, nor remit, but let it go; to be lonely is not because you have no friends, but no one is living in your heart. —— 宽恕、原谅并不代表忘记,也不代表赦免,而是放自己一条生路;孤单不是有没有朋友,而是没有人住在你心里。
Life is a long journey. Don't waste your time waiting for people who are not willing to walk with you.生活是一场漫长的旅行,不要浪费时间,去等待那些不愿与你携手同行的人。

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. 沉默是一个女孩最大的哭声。


Maybe I should just remain silent

Monday, June 27, 2011

Thursday, June 16, 2011

give up

Never gonna think about it anymore.
NEVER!!
I know it ain't easy, but it's time to give up.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

friends

其实我一直很珍惜谈得来的朋友
因为我觉得到现在为止 真正我认为是谈得来的朋友并不多
很多其实只是萍水相逢 点头之交而已
当我的人生渐渐迈向另一个阶段时
拥有几位可以倾诉的朋友其实不错
再加上我其实不太擅长与人沟通

有位朋友 虽然才相识一年多 但我却觉得我和他满谈得来的 
后来今年我们发生了一些事情 应该说是有介入一些感情问题
我刚开始不以为意 觉得那只是谣言
但后来发现确有此事时 我竟然选择逃避
我胆怯 懦弱 我讨厌面对问题 惟有选择逃避
当然现在问题总算解决了 而我再次当他是谈得来的朋友
很想向他道歉 但我缺乏勇气
或许把它藏在心底就好

我很固执
认为友情就是友情 不可能在参杂一些其他的感情在里面
如果有一天 我有幸遇到自己喜欢的人
我可以很肯定地说 那一定不是从友情开始的

Monday, June 13, 2011

Random

Done my A-level studies in 11months time.
It's tough, really really tough.
Maybe that's because I'm not that self-disciplined person
who are able study or revise everyday
So I dont really feel relieved after the exam
but kinda worry about the result.
Just have kind of bad feelings around.
I need at least CDD (14points) to study in KL, if not I'll just stay in Penang.
Anyway, the nervousness will just be with me.
There's no point to share this 'unsafety' feeling with everyone.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Saturday, May 28, 2011

sunsets


Sunsets :)

笑 只是一种表情

当大家以为我很轻松时
内心的恐慌却无人知晓
与其把恐慌表露出来
让众人为自己担惊受怕
倒不如将它留给自己

笑只是一种表情 与情绪无关

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Back on Earth

I'm coming home, I'm coming home. Tell the world I'm coming home.
Yes, WORLD. I'M BACK!!!!
After the vacation to Mars for a few months, I'm finally back on Earth. LOL~~
Fine, it's not really funny. =,=

Currently undergoing the hard time of my life, that means exam, final for my A-Level (A2)
which is torturing me and killing me right now
Actually I'm kinda regret for picking A-Level, as I'm not one of those self-disciplined one
I'll only have the intention to study one day before the paper starts.
Great, right?!

However, there are still something that makes me feel so damm excited.
We're planning on a trip to GENTING!!!
With all of my dearest friends. OH YEAH!!
Fyi, though this is just a plan, the trip will still go on even if the sky falls or there's an earthquake or tsunami etc.
I just want to have a memorable holidays with my friends, that's all.

That's all for today :) Byee

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Movies =]


Black Swan

Cast: Natelie Portman, Mila Kunis, Vincent Cassel

Storyline: Nina (Portman) is a ballerina in a New York City ballet company whose life, like all those in her profession, is completely consumed with dance. She lives with her obsessive former ballerina mother Erica (Hershey) who exerts a suffocating control over her. When artistic director Thomas Leroy (Cassel) decides to replace prima ballerina Beth MacIntyre (Ryder) for the opening production of their new season, Swan Lake, Nina is his first choice. But Nina has competition: a new dancer, Lily (Kunis), who impresses Leroy as well. Swan Lake requires a dancer who can play both the White Swan with innocence and grace, and the Black Swan, who represents guile and sensuality. Nina fits the White Swan role perfectly but Lily is the personification of the Black Swan. As the two young dancers expand their rivalry into a twisted friendship, Nina begins to get more in touch with her dark side - a recklessness that threatens to destroy her.

The Kids Are All Right

Cast: Annette Bening, Julianne Moore, Mark Ruffalo, Mia Wasikowska

Storyline: Nic and Jules are in a long term, committed, loving but by no means perfect relationship. Nic, a physician, needs to wield what she believes is control, whereas Jules, under that control, is less self-assured. During their relationship, Jules has floundered in her "nine to five" life, sometimes trying to start a business - always unsuccessfully - or being the stay at home mom. She is currently trying to start a landscape design business. They have two teen-aged children, Joni and Laser, Nic who is Joni's biological mother, and Jules who is Laser's biological mother. Although not exact replicas, each offspring does more closely resemble his/her biological mother in temperament. Joni and Laser are also half-siblings, having the same unknown sperm donor father. Shortly after Joni's eighteenth birthday and shortly before she plans to leave the house and head off to college, Laser, only fifteen and underage to do so, pleads with her to try and contact their sperm donor father. Somewhat reluctantly, she does. He is late thirty-something Paul, a co-op farmer and restaurateur. Despite his seemingly successful businesses, Paul has always shirked responsibility, most specifically in his personal life. After Joni and Laser meet with Paul, Nic and Jules learn what their children have done, and although they don't want Paul infiltrating their lives, they want to meet him especially as Joni and Laser seem to want to maintain some sort of relationship with him. As Paul's relationship with the entire family grows, which also includes him hiring Jules to design and construct his back yard, they have an effect on what he wants in life, and he in turn affects the family dynamic as well as each person's relationships outside of the family.

Two great movies I've been watching lately =]